- Every so often I can't help but feel like an outsider in my own family, among friends or anywhere else. I don't really know why but I feel distant and talking to them would be no use. In the end I'm just something to be made fun of, never taken seriously. Every night I would think to myslef, is this it? Is this how I would spend my social interaction with everyone else? Doomed to never have annyone take me seriously?
- At home, no one really cares about how I feel, when my sisters make fun of me I'm always told to just accept it, eventhough what they say really hurts deep inside. When my little brother is angry at me for no apparent reason, I'm always the one at fault. The only time when I'm needed is when it benefits them. In a way I'm just some guy who does stuff. Among friends, I feel like I'm the odd one out. Never having anything in common with anyone else. Geek? Nerd? Muscle Guy? None of those comes near to what can describe me. Self centered? Well who isn't in this time of the world. I do know I'm not the center of the worlds but atleaast I want acknowledgement of my existence.
